Perspective

It is so great that we can now do manual exercises while Junegee sleeps.  I wonder sometimes.  Was it something that we should have tried long time ago?  I don’t know.  Maybe.  Junegee is a boy now, not a baby.  He is so much more stable than before.  All those sleepless nights with multiple wake-ups and anxiety over his allergies…  Having a baby brother also made him grow up so much.  He is such a loving, sweet brother.  I can’t believe sometimes that Junegee and I are having real conversations.  He used to be a tiny & fragile baby that I was losing myself over…  He still breaks out hives off and on.  But we don’t freak out much and know how to deal with it. 3 years!!  My goodness…  Nowadays I am just focusing on putting as many hours of manual ABR in as possible.  What we have done past 3 weeks is as much as we usually get done in 3~4 months.  Dylan started this morning as well. I am feeling very good about this. 

10:10 pm, by jiyeon
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